Tuesday, May 22, 2018

The Blessing and the Curse - 72 Hours at the Fair 2018


3 Days at the Fair was supposed to be my first attempt at a multi-day in 2017.  Instead, after signing up, I found out that my daughter’s college graduation was going to be falling smack in the middle of that weekend, which changed my plans from being a runner to being crew to David Christy.  I deferred my entry for a year, and instead, ARFTA (A Race for the Ages) became my first multi-day at 48 hours last Labor Day Weekend, with my first attempt at a 72 at Across the Years over New Years 2017/18.  Thus it was that this race, 2018 3DATF was actually going to be my third multi-day, and my second attempt at 72.
It is both a blessing and a curse that multi-days appear to be the events at which I perform most strongly.  I am a slow runner – I always have been, and until several years ago, I thought that meant that I just wasn’t a “good” runner.  I have since learned that there is a place for slow.  The curse of a multi-day is obvious.  It is a long, long time to run.  In order to do really well at an event, I need to prepare to be on my feet for a very.  Long.  Time. 
The blessing?  Ahhhhh – well, that’s where things really get good.
With each multi-day event, I’ve learned a little bit more, and tried to apply it all to this race. 

Training

Big mileage.  I’ve jumped from 80 miles per week to 100 miles per week, to my highest training week of 130.  I’ve had folks caution me against this… there are those who say it’s not needed, but for me, the big mileage does many good things.  First – time on my feet.  Running as much as I do mean my feet are hardened to being out there for many miles.  Secondly, mental training…  since often lately my weekday morning run is 14 miles, that has turned 14-15 miles into a run that no longer feels “long” but just feels normal.  That’s a big plus when you are running hundreds of miles at a shot.  Third – I get used to running tired.  Even my “recovery” weeks are generally at least 90 miles – so my body is used to not getting what others would consider solid rest, and then going out and doing it all again.  Also a bonus in multi-days.  Fourth – recovery.  Running big training miles means I bounce back pretty quickly – so far, anyway.  I move around pretty easily even after really long events.

Crew

Bill Schultz has educated me on the importance of a good crew at a multi-day.  Several months prior to the event, I asked David Christy to be my primary crew member and he graciously agreed.  My daughter Patricia was supposed to be on the team as well, but ended up not being able to make it.  Fortunately, Bill Schultz was also at the race and provided relief when Dave slept, as well as several much needed trips to the grocery store.   I’d actually headed down to Alabama a few weeks ago to meet up with Dave and go over race plans, hang out and see the sights.

Shelter

During a multi-day, the runner will need a place to re-group.  More importantly, the crew needs a place to hang out and be comfortable.  Once again, Bill educated me on a way to do this in luxury – which is, to rent an RV.  3DATF has a relationship with 84RV nearby, who will actually deliver and set up an RV for runners, so you don’t even have to drive the beast!  I decided that was the way to go…  I rented my home away from home a couple weeks prior to the race, and at multiple times found myself incredibly grateful that I’d decided to make that investment.  It was invaluable to have a place to organize my gear, keep my food cold, allow me and my crew to rest in a temperature controlled environment.  I was never as grateful for the shelter as I was when I saw the rainy forecast – this meant that Dave wouldn’t have to freeze his ass off trying to help me.  He also came up with the brilliant idea of bringing a clothesline which he set up in the RV where we constantly had wet clothes drying. 

 


 

Preparation

In the past, I’ve followed the Francis Kwok method of preparation, in that I’ll generally pack the night before.  This time I did better.  I started making lists and laying things out at least week before.  I was aided immeasurably by Dave Christy and his planning details – he made out a spreadsheet of everything he thought I needed to bring, including a number of things I had totally forgotten about.  Like… cookware, towels and bedding for the RV.  His planning allowed me to make some key purchases ahead of time, like inexpensive sleeping bags, blow up pillows, a camp coffeepot for the stove, a clothesline and clothespins.  Dave gave me a bunch of shit when he saw the clothespins, saying “who uses these anymore?”  But, he realized how handy they were for hanging up wet gloves.

Sunday before the race found me at REI trying on waterproof jackets...  I found a beautiful Cobalt one and with a gift card and my REI dividend, I got it down from $80 to $3.  Bonus!!   Because there were going to be weather extremes (anything from heat/humidity to cold rain), I had to pack a lot of everything.  Fortunately my car is roomy. 



The Lead-up


Dave arrived in DC on Monday night…  I’d flown him up a little early in order to give him time to explore DC a little, and to chill before the race.   Monday was rainy.  Very, very rainy.  Dave and I had a nice dinner on Monday, but spent the night getting not very good sleep due to the tremendous thunderstorm and downpour that resulting in water leaking through my bathroom ceiling fan, on to my head.  I woke up to driving rain on Tuesday morning, but it cleared enough for me to get in an easy 6 mile shake-out run, and for Dave to go to meet a running friend at the National Gallery on Tuesday that he’d never met before.  Tuesday night I was starting to get a little squirrely – went out to eat, and then Dave went to bed while I finished packing.  And Wednesday morning arrived… once again to the sound of raindrops.

The drive up was wet but otherwise uneventful.  The closer we got, the wetter it got, until it was absolutely pouring by the time we reached the Fairgrounds.  The 6 day runners, of course, had already been running for 2 days at this point.  The first thing Dave and I had to deal with was the fact that the door to my rented RV was right in the middle of what was effectively a little pond.  There was a good 3-4 inches of pooled water from the pavement to the door – about a 15 foot walk… and it was clear there would no way to traverse that distance without getting feet and shoes totally sopping unless we came up with a solution.  Of course… Dave did.  First order of business was a trip to Lowes to pick up cinderblocks and build a walkway.  Also a trip to Walmart to get groceries, towels, and some last minute essentials.  Then, back to the fairgrounds where I got to walk a lap with Bill Gentry before heading off to a pre-race dinner with Bill Schultz.  We arrived back to find Dave in the RV chatting with none other than the famous Pete Kostelnik – (fastest known transcon run 2 years ago), who was here for his first 6 day.  Had lots of fun chatting with Pete and warming up with some hot chocolate.  I was trying to ignore the fact that after one more sleep, I’d be running for 72 hours.  And… it was still raining.
 
Chez Mower.  Note cinderblock path.
 

Race morning


Race started at 9, so I set my alarm for 6:15 in order to give me time to have coffee, eat, and mentally prepare.  It was pouring.  Normally I might choose to go out and get something eggy- but in the rain I didn’t want to go anywhere.  I rummaged around in the RV fridge to check out my options and chose that classic breakfast of running champions everywhere – a naked pre-fab “Everything” bagel and a cheese stuffed weenie, with a side of coffee.  It was delicious.
 

At 8:00 I was able to register, and I went and picked up my timing chip and got my swag.  Rick and Jennifer always have the best race swag anywhere, and this year was no exception.  I received a fabulous attractive and waterproof light blue jacket which would turn out to be perfect for the race.  8:15-9 was a blur.  8:55 found me standing at the race start again just trying to ignore the fact that I was about to be on my feet for something close to forever.  Rick’s son gave us the race instructions, 5 minutes passed, and…. GO.

I have learned that it is IMPOSSIBLE to go too slow at the beginning.  My general mantra is… if it feels like you are doing ANY work at all, you are going too fast.  My first lap was slow and super easy – clocked it somewhere around 11:30 – which was perfect for early pacing.  It was pouring for the first lap, but gradually started to lighten up in terms of intensity, and within a few laps the steady rain had stopped.  I was running pretty consistent mile splits – within seconds of each other in the high elevens, so I was right on target.
 

Hard to remember a lot of day 1 except that… it did not feel good.  Knowing it was supposed to rain for a few hours and then stop, I started out wearing shoes I didn’t plan on wearing a lot during the race, with the assumption that they’d be getting wet and that I’d be changing out of them in a few hours.  Normally I wear custom inserts in my shoes, but for my early miles I wore the Hokas without inserts, and was definitely feeling it.  Feet felt off… hips felt tired and like they were working too much.  Instead of my joyful smooth easy, this felt a bit uncomfortable – which, early in Day 1, worried me a bit.

Because of the hip tiredness and some wonkiness in my right foot, I changed out of the Hokas and into my Altra (zero drop) new Lone Peaks with new inserts earlier than I might normally have done a shoe change.  I immediately noticed a difference.  Hips loosened up, stride felt more comfortable and even, and for the first time my body started to feel good.  I was please with this decision and soldiered on.

It’s only been a few days, but that first night feels so long ago now.  I believe it was actually the only dry night.  I think I pretty much enjoyed it.  I was still running strong…  I still had my music…  I just don’t remember much about it.  I know I stopped into the RV at least once to sleep.  My goal with sleep breaks is to try to do 20 minute power naps only when necessary.  I get a lot of rest in a short 20 minutes, and because I’m so slow, I need more time on my feet and less lying down.

My previous 2 multi-days I had 95 mile days on day 1, so that’s what I was aiming for.  I ended up with 94.  Not sure where that other mile went except that as noted above, this race just didn’t feel as strong and smooth to me as ATY – for no reason that I could identify.

 

Day 2

Day 2 started with fair weather and quickly turned partly sunny and quite warm.  I got hot relatively quickly but since my crew was asleep I just pulled off my Tee and ran in my jog bra until I could have Dave get me a singlet.  I’m pretty sure that’s when I started to burn. 
Once he woke up, I got an application of sunscreen and a little more cover up than what I was wearing, but there was a lot of sun exposure going on.  I know some runners like to wear long sleeved white shirts when it’s sunny and hot – I, on the other hand, do better with as little clothing as I can get away with.  Day 2 was mentally better than day 1, since at this point I had over 100 miles in and was running on pace, and also because the sunshine made for a more cheerful course – however, the heat and humidity took a toll on energy and pace.  I know I spent a good portion of Day 2 feeling thirsty, and for the first time in a race I started craving different drinks than I have generally relied on.   Drinks that felt REALLY good were really cold caffeine free diet coke (which is non-intuitive, because the reason Coke is such a good ultra food is because of the caffeine and calories, and I was choosing a brand without either), and also Perrier.  I think that’s because any ingestion of pure sugar, similar to ingestion of salt, somehow added to my thirstiness, so at that point I needed drinks without salt or sugar.  The other thing I tried, because my body told me it would be good, was a squirt of pure lemon juice in my water bottle.  The extra tartness without any sugar whet my saliva glands a bit and somehow quenched the thirst better than plain water was doing.
101 miles in. Time for a donut.




Want to take a moment to talk about goals.  So – the woman who had been identified as one of my stronger competitors in the field had actually run the race early – the talented and lovely Ms. Eliza Hamm.  She had logged 154 miles in her race, and it was relatively likely that I just needed to exceed that number in order to win the women’s race.  It seemed do-able to me, since I had run 220 at Across the Years, barring any accidents or injuries.  I thought it was highly possible I could hit the 154 and the women’s win within the first 48 hours, as I’d previously logged 160 at ARFTA in 48 hours, so that was my first real “landmark” mile post after I hit the 101 mile buckle point.  What was going to be rough mentally was trying to have the fortitude of reaching a random goal in my head once I already had the women’s win, if there wasn’t any chance of an overall win against the men in the field.  Although I knew I was one of the top 5 racers overall, there were a couple of men consistently ahead of me or near me (rock stars Pablo Espinosa, John Brown and Ryan Jones).  I was pretty sure I didn’t have a shot at the overall win.  My super stretch (A+) goal going in was 240, which would give me 20 more miles than ATY.  My next goal (A-) was any sort of a PR – 221 would get me there.  Even though I’d done 220, I’d done it under some competitive race conditions, so I knew it would be hard for me to have the motivation to even go 220+ unless there was something external pushing me.  Pure B goal was getting the 200 mile buckle, and C goal was winning the women’s race. 

One of the things I’ve had to struggle with most was holding on to my A goal until the end.  At D3 last year, my superstretch goal was 110 miles in 24 hours.  I ended up with 109.4 – not because I couldn’t have gotten that extra .6, but because, by the end of the race, I just didn’t give a shit anymore.  Watching Nica Shields at that race just killing it – dying, panting hard, in SO MUCH PAIN at the end to reach her record setting goal was really eye opening in terms of what it takes to reach hard goals.  So – those were my goals. 

Day 2, as noted, was hot, humid and sunny.  At one point Bill Schultz showed me the forecast.  Sometime around 1 in the morning it went up to 40% chance of rain.  By 2 in the morning, it went up to 100%, and pretty much stayed at 90-100% until at least 5:00 pm the next day.  And…  the temp was dropping into the 40’s.  This…  was bad.  Or, at least, disheartening.  To know that I was going from cheerful running conditions to at least 12 hours of miserable… Well, time to gird the loins and mentally prepare.
A new thing at this race was ditching my electronics.  There came a time early on when I realized there was no reason at all to wear my Garmin.  It just rubbed on my wrist and was heavy, and really was not giving me any information that the timing board wasn't giving me.  I also ditched my phone, which was REALLY unusual.  I always always run with music, and this time, for the last 2 out of the total 3 days, it was just me in my head.  Unique - but freeing.  And, for much of day 2 I ran holding my water bottle rather than having it in a belt around my waist, so I could avoid chafing. 

A highlight of day 2 was spending a little bit of time on the course with the legendary Ann Trason, who actually did a video interview of me.  It’s out there on FB somewhere and I need to figure out how to get it on my Facebook page.

Night 2 fell…  and, sometime in the middle of the night, as predicted, the rain started.  And intensified.  And it got colder.  I had pulled on my lightest running tights in anticipation of the temperature drop, and it became pretty immediately clear that I was going to need to take aggressive steps all night to stay warm.  I switched from a light long sleeved top and light tights to a “cold gear” long sleeved top, layered with a tech short sleeve shirt, layered with the vest portion of a windbreaker, with a long sleeved fleece hoodie over that, finally topped with my new waterproof running jacket.  I switched my bottom layer from my light tights to my thermal tights.  Also wore gloves, and a brimmed running hat with the waterproof hood over that.  And… hand warmers.  Every couple of hours, I’d stop in to the RV for a shoe change – I’d take off the old wet stuff, dry my feet, slather on a fresh coat of RunGoo to prevent blisters, and put on dry socks and shoes.  I’d also switch out my sopping wet gloves for ones that were only damp.  (None were dry).  Dave would immediately stuff newspaper into my shoes to dry them out for future use.  The switch into dry shoes always made a huge difference in warmth and running comfort – at least until the next pair got drenched.

So went night 2. 

I thought I’d end up with a lower 48 hour split than ARFTA or ATY (ARFTA was 160, ATY was 161), but I got to 160 with 2 hours to spare, took an hour long nap, and logged another 6 miles to get in 166 in 48 hours - a 48 hour PR by 5 miles.

Day 3

Dawn.  Wet.  Day 3.  

I had really been hoping my daughter would be coming to crew – but she felt ill on the trip down the day before, and although she’d expressed willingness to come down early on day 3, I had told her not to bother due to the miserable weather…  I thought she’d just have an awful time.  I did have a visit from another friend in the area, so that was a mood lifter.  As was the fact that I was on my last day.

Day 3 turned out to be the really good day.  Day 1 and Day 2 both never felt great, though day 2 was better than day 1.  Day 3… was transcendental.  I’d learned at the end of my first 72 hour that even when you thought your run was gone gone gone, you could find it if you looked really hard.  It was just a mental game of telling your body to run when your body was telling you “F you”.  It also helped to strategically pick WHERE you were going to run – like anything resembling a downhill or a flat.  So, unlike my first 72 hour, I spent all of day 3 mixing up run with my walk. 

There were so many unexpected moments of strong on Day 3.  My body was tired… but my mind was strong, and I was on an emotional high of knowing that I’d been able to take lessons from my earlier multi-days and apply them.  And… it was getting warmer and the rain was lightening up.  It really felt like coming out of a dark night into a clear dawn.  And… I felt like a for-real multi-day runner. 

A bright star on day 3 was the ongoing encouragement from Stephen Bandfield, who was on site crewing Robert Kootz for his 24 hour.  Stephen gave me upbeat words of encouragement EVERY time I passed by.  He gave me cookies and he joked with me.  He was there for my most emotional moment on the course.  Another constant source of encouragement was my new friend Linda Kenny - always cheerful.

I hit 200 miles with 12 hours left on the clock, and with enough energy that it would be a crime not to go for my A- goal.  230 it is.  Get ready.  Get set.  Let’s go for 230.

Night 3….  Was… perfection.

I am not a religious person…  except when I run.  When I run, (and run and run and run….), I am transformed.  I am in awe of this universe and its beauty.  I am in awe of the incredible stories of all of the beautiful people out here on the course.  I am struck dumb by the eerie beauty of the streetlights shining through the fog, with a background of lightly pattering rain and the chirping of spring peepers and the crow of an occasional rooster.  Of passing a really tired runner, singing quietly to himself and, by accident, to me.  I am in awe that this nerdy, overweight, former drinker and smoker has transformed into some kind of a runner.  I amazed by what I can push my body to do, and I am ever so grateful for my body for doing it.  Out here, in the warmish foggy solitude of night I find my God and I am humbled.
 

Sometime in the very early morning hours, I have a burst of energy and find myself running amazingly well.  It appears I might hit 230 and have time to spare.  I am hungry hungry hungry and at 4:00 am I pass by the aid station and ask what time breakfast is.  For the past 2 days, my mornings were considerably brightened by eggs, pancakes and bacon.  The volunteer said breakfast should be out by 5.  Fine… I can keep moving until 5 with the thought of eggs and pancakes.

5:00 comes.  I swing by the aid station…  no breakfast.  Another lap… 5:18.  I swing by again.  Nothing.  One more lap and still nothing except cold pizza and chicken nuggets.  I ask “when is breakfast?.”  They said “Oh, on the last day, breakfast isn’t served until the end of the race and everyone eats together”.

What?  WTF?  No eggsies?  No pancakes?  No bacon?  I almost start to cry, and say to the volunteer in a wavering voice…. “But I needed that breakfast to get me through the last 7 miles!”.  They cheerfully reply their confidence that I can do it. 

I am not so sure.

I am so very, very crushed.

And, worse, I am slowing down.  I do another lap… and instead of my steady 18’s, it has deteriorated somewhere into the 20’s.  I am wavering, starting to get delirious… staggering.  I need to sleep so badly that I am afraid I might fall down in the middle of the course.  At this point, it is approaching 6 am and I am very afraid if my miles deteriorate into 30 min miles, I might not make my 130.  I have 6 laps to go.  I stagger through one more and make a strategic decision to go in for a 20 minute power nap.  It seemed the only way I could possibly get my speed back enough to get to 130.  I stumble into the RV, set my alarm and sleep hard for 20 minutes.  I didn’t take off my shoes, socks, or anything – just fell on the bed and was out.  As soon as the alarm went off, I was out the door and back on the course.  It was 6:42.  I had 2 hours and 18 minutes to go 5 miles.

Despite my not being sure at the time that I’d be able to get up again, that nap was probably a goal saver.  Back out on the course, I felt rested again and started picking up my run walk.  I was back to 18 minute miles, and pounded out another 3.  2 miles to go to get to 230.  I was going to make it.  My run went away, but it didn’t matter.  I was going to make it. 

Lap 229, I am power walking, I am moving through pain and exhaustion and what I feel is impossible to describe.  I pass Stephen and start sobbing, out of elation and pain.  “I am SO.  FUCKING.  TIRED.”   I am laughing and crying at the same time.  He know it’s OK, and keeps me going. 

The sobbing stops, though the tears keep streaming for a while.  They are very happy tears.

Last lap.  There is over an hour on the clock.  I just take it easy and enjoy it.  I poke my head in the RV asking Dave to be there at the finish.  I grab my phone and start calling and texting people on my way around.  I call my buddy Ed Rudman – because he gets it.  I call my mom, who asks “Are you OK?  Your voice sounds wavery”.  This is so very funny.  I call my sister in law.  And then there is a quarter of a mile to go… it is almost over.  I see the finish and I start my last bit of run up the hill.  I cross the timing mat, and Dave is there taking pictures, and I am done.
 

Thanks and special moments:

I'm hoping I don't forget anyone here, but I'm sure I will.  Thanks to Rick and Jenn McNulty for putting on a class race with great volunteers, a lovely course, good amenities, and fabulous swag, causing lots of the same great folks to come back year after year.  Thanks to the volunteers - particularly Eliza, Adam, Francis Kwok and Helen Clark.
My undying gratitude and love to Dave Christy who made the trek from Alabama and put up with my OCD for almost a week to get me to my goal.
To Bill Schultz, who made countless trips to the grocery store to meet my thirst whims.  And who can do a sports massage like nobody's business.
To Linda Kenny, to Ray ("Ray of Sunshine") whose last name I don't know, to Darlene Kresse and Annabel Hepworth, to Pablo Espinosa, Phil Ebert, Suzanne Wightman, Bill Gentry, Fred Murolo, Robert Kootz ("son"), Pete Kostelnick, and John Fegyveresi, all of whom gave me cheerful words of encouragement out on the course. 
To Stephen Bandfield for being there when I cried.
 

Postscript

I just signed up for my first 6 day race at Across the Years in Phoenix.  Stay tuned...
 
Getting my award from RD Rick McNulty

 
Me, with the gracious Ms. Eliza Hamm
Amy & Adam Schalit, RD and volunteer extraordinaire



 
 




Me and my pal Helen Clark.  She calls me "baby".  I love that.

 

Coin for 100 miles on course
200 mile buckle

 
My amazing trophy, hand made by "Super" Dave Lettieri
Crew member extraordinaire - Dave Christy




 

 

Thursday, January 4, 2018

Running Across The Years - my first 72

72 hours.  Is a long time.

I originally planned to do my first 72 hour “multi-day” race at the 3 Days at the Fair event in May.  After putting my money down, my daughter informed me that her college graduation fell smack in the middle.  So…  I crewed a friend at 3DATF and signed up for 48 hours at ARFTA, figuring I’d do a 3 day in 2018.
 
Somewhere around early November, after hearing about ATY for the umpteenth time from someone who will remain unmentioned (you know who you are!!!), I decide spur of the moment that this will be my 72.  Within hours I am signed up. 
 
I don’t have a whole lot of time to get nervous or antsy as,until 12/17, I am busy planning my daughter’s wedding. Then… Christmas.  So, it isn’t until about 12/26 that I start getting that pre-race “oh my god what have I done to myself” feeling that starts in the pit of my stomach and hangs out somewhere in the middle of my back that results in my shoulders getting tight and my brain feeling squeezed. 
 
I am scheduled to be in the 12/29 start (for those not in the know, the Across the Years race is a 6 day event that started on 12/28 and ended on 1/3.  The other events include 72 hours, with starters on any of the first 4 days of the overall event, 48 hours, with starters on any of the first 5 days of the event, and 24 hours – which could start day 1 through 6.  The event is at Camelback Ranch – spring training camp for the Dodgers and White Sox in Glendale, Arizona). 
 
My travel is uneventful and I arrive in Phoenix around noon on 12/28. Bill picks me up and we head out to the course to hang out.  As the start approaches, I feel myself getting quieter and quieter, folding inwards upon myself; I’m pretty much in almost complete denial now that in about 18 hours, I will be running for 3 days. 
 
Bill takes me on a tour around the course and I am almost stunned by the beauty of this desert landscape.  I’ve been told about the running surface – it is essentially a clay/dirt path with little tiny pebbles mixed in just for fun.  There is one section that is pure crushed gravel which, walking through it for practice, reminds me of one of those little kid houses that are filled with all of the little balls.  Or like walking through sand.  Which is to say… it takes a lot of energy to traverse that little gravel section.  (Later there will be swearing.)
 
I take my pictures now, because I know I won’t be doing it later.  In some ways, the pre-race course walk is reassuring.  I see runners I know, and I get to give them big bear hugs.  Ken Arble… Bob Davidson… Mike Melton, timing the course.  I see runners I’ve only heard about… Yolanda, the walking Diva.  I spy Liz Bauer, who kicked my ultra ass at ARFTA, out there doing her thing the way she does it so well, and Andre Nana, running strong in his 24 hour.  And I see folks out here who are not necessarily out to kick butt, but just to see what they can do in 6 days.  I see a lot of joyous people.
Hanging with my buddy Ken









 

I’d worn a short skirt and flip flops in the heat of the day.  Bill had warned me about the cold at night, and as the sun starts to get low in the sky around 5, I can feel the chill already.  It is time to leave the course, get some food, and get race ready.
 
I’m pretty sure I wasn’t a great dinner companion.  And then, back to my hotel room for an early sleep.
 
Game Day
 
I wake before 6, which gives me plenty of sleep due to the time change.  Thankfully, I haven’t generally been having issues sleeping prior to races.  There is a pretty acceptable breakfast at the hotel, despite having to fight the instomatic pancake maker for a bit.  I manage to avoid overeating, and we head over to the race grounds.  I am completely quiet.  I am completely inside myself.
 
It is, by the way, still cold.  Just prior to 9:00, I’m dressed warmly but prepared to strip down.  Shorts underneath, running pants on top.  Tank top, with arm warmers, and fleece over the top.  Gloves and hat.
 
Mike Melton gives his usual pre-race speech – warning runners that he needs to know if any of us plan on doing sub 5 minute laps (HA!) as the timing mat is set to ignore laps under 5 minutes.
 
It is time.  9:00 has arrived and we head over the timing mat and straight into the next 72 hours. As per usual, I drop almost instantly to the back of the pack.  The rest of the runners look peppy and fast – they are bounding along with perky steps.  I am not bounding.  Generally these days it takes me about 10 miles to warm up, and I am nothing close to warmed up.  The first mile… hell, the first 5, are always hard, because I’m always almost dead last in whatever pack of runners I start out with.  It is the time during the race when I ask myself what the hell I’m doing here – who am I kidding…  I’m clearly NOT a runner.  Not like those fast folks, striding comfortably, with confidence.
 
It warms up quickly and by lap 3 I’ve pulled off my pants….  Shortly thereafter, the arm warmers come off, and not too long after that, the sunscreen goes on.  I’m dressed now for a warm day, and things are feeling better, and running is coming easier.  There is a little part of me that thinks I might just be a runner.

Hours later.  We are well into the heat of the day.  The other fast folks have slowed down… some to a walk.  They look hot… tired.  An intrepid few are still running with strength.  Me?  I’m in my groove now.  I’ve been doing steady 11-12’s for hours now, and I know I can keep this up for a long time.  Bill tells me I’m going WAY too fast.  I tell him I really can’t go much slower without it being uncomfortable.  He lets me do my thing.
 
5:00 ish and night is starting to fall.  It gets cold fast, as Bill said it would.  The cold weather clothes go on, and I keep chugging along.  It is night for a while.  I run pretty much all through it.  I’m dressed correctly for the cold, and I’m never really uncomfortable.  My goal for this race, BTW, is 200 – to get the 200 mile buckle.  My pacing plan was 80 day 1, 70 day 2, 50 day 3.  I hit 80 well before the 24 hour mark, and take a rest – I am down for an hour but there is almost zero sleep.  Getting up in the cold and going back out there is rough.  I stumble into the night and get going again.  I end the first 24 hours with 95 miles. 
 
Heading into Day 2 my goal is to reach 160 miles – same mileage I achieved at ARFTA in 48 hours, which would give me only 40 I have to manage on day 3 to get my buckle.  This seems achievable, but day 2 the miles don’t come as easy. There is more walk, less run.
 
Can’t let this race report go without talking about “the turn”.  Every 4 hours, runners got to turn and run in the opposite direction.  This was one of the more social and fun parts of the event, as all of the timing monkeys (Mike, Bill, and the runner volunteers) danced us around a cone and pointed us in the opposite direction.  Great music played, and it was almost a contest as to which runner could pull of the turn with the most pizzazz.  The other cool thing about the turn is that it let you face the folks you were running with for a lap, rather than just looking at their backsides.  There were lots of “hey!’s”, and handslapping on the turn laps.
 
Doin' the Turn Dance


 
Night 2 comes.  The warmer clothes go on again.  I keep up my shuffle.  The night is, pretty much, a blur.  Somewhere night turns into a stunning sunrise.  I make it just a little past my goal of 160… get 161 and change, and head to my 48 hour rest knowing I only have 39 miles to go for that buckle.  I realize I only (only!!!) have 24 hours to go after my rest.  Which is, what, 40 minutes?  An hour?  Whatever it is, it’s not  enough.  This time, at least, there was sleep, in addition to an opportunity to rest my feet.
 
Morning 3.  I pull myself out on to the course and head out.  Probably due to the great food at the aid station, and how much of it I was able to take in, for something like 7-8 laps, I lose a good 2 minutes each lap at bathroom stops.  I started worrying a little bit about dehydration, given the number of potty stops.  Still – I was pretty upbeat.  In my head I just figured I had 13 hours to go, if I kept up 20 minute laps.  Sounds easy, right?  Sure… except, shortly after the bathroom debacle, I pretty much lose my run entirely.  I’m on day 3 and it is now a walk.  Which is not nearly (for me) as much fun, but does have the side advantage of reducing bathroom stops since, now that I’m walking, my gut has calmed down. I don’t have any doubt that I will hit my goal of 200, but as the day progresses and I need more rest breaks, I do start having doubts that I’ll hit it as quickly as I was hoping.  At some point in the morning I call my mother, because, well, why not – I can.  I’m just walking.
 
Walking.
 
Walking some more.
 
Walking slower.
 
Slower than 20 minute miles.
 
DAMN it!
 
It will not be 13 hours until I hit 200.  If I’m lucky, maybe 15?  16? I realize somewhat to my horror that night is about to fall.  Again.  And it is getting cold.  Again.  And this time there is no freakin’ way I will get by with the clothes I wore for nights 1 and 2… because I’m not moving fast enough to keep warm in just the running jacket.  On goes my fleece, my winter parka, my hat, my mittens.  I ditch my water belt because frankly at 22 minute miles I don’t need it.  I had ditched my phone and music ages ago. 
 
There is a fantasy in my head.  It is a strong fantasy.  I can taste it.  It is this:  I hit 201 miles (which should not only get me my buckle, but the female win).  It is somewhere around 1:00am.  I call an Uber (they have them here – I checked).  I head to the nearest hotel (2.4 miles away… I checked).  I stand under a deliciously warm shower and let the grime flow off of my battered body.  I soak my feet.  (oh, yes.)  And then (oh, oh yes… this…) I climb into a great big tall fluffy bed.  With white sheets.  Which I can get into, because I’m clean now.  Oh my, this is all I want to do in the world. 
 
Somewhere along the course, Shamus says to me “You’re not stopping at 200, are you?”  And I say “You bet your effing ass I’m stopping!!!” 
 
“Awwwww Noooo!, You can’t!!!” he says.
DAMNIT TO HELL Shamus…  Ah, damn.
 
My hotel…
 
My Uber ride, and my beautiful, beautiful fluffy white sheets.
 
Disappearing into a puff of this dusty desert surface, like the cloud of muck that hovers around PigPen in the Peanuts cartoon.
 
OK.  I’ll keep going.  I’ll hit 200, I’ll rest, and then… I’ll do what I can.
 
I spend some wonderful miles with Sunny Kim on this section and her conversation and cheerfulness moves me forward.
 
12 miles before 200 I am swaying and stumbling around the course.  I find myself falling asleep on the only porcelain potty on the course.  As much as I wanted to hit 200 before sleep, it is clear that this is not the best strategy.
 
Down for another nap.  I tell Bill to check in on me after 90 minutes.
 
This time I sleep, and sleep hard.  The 90 minutes goes fast… way too fast.  Bill opens the tent… “You have to get up”.
 
“No.  Just another hour”.
 
“There’s a guy… he’s creeping up on your lead.  You’ve gotta get up.”
 
“DAMN IT!”
 
I sit up, bleary eyed.  Pull on my shoes.  Again.  It is cold (so cold).  Colder, because my clothing under my coat is now damp from sleeping in the warm tent.  Pull on my gloves.  Pull on my hat.  Open the tent flap and head out into the dust to start trudging.  I stop for a cup of coffee.  It is, I don’t know, 2:30am?
 
My steps start to pick up and I realize the nap has, in fact, revived my pace.  I pass through the timing lap and Bill says “23 minute miles aren’t gonna cut it.  His last lap was 11.” 
 
11?
 
ELEVEN?
 
I tell Bill “Forget it – there’s no way.  I can’t do 11.  It’s over”.
 
He says “You don’t have to do 11.  He’s 15 laps behind you… You just need to keep him from catching up.”
 
I pick up my step and walk more briskly, with purpose now.  I sigh.  Deeply. 
 
Fuck.
 
Can I?  There’s no way.  Can I?
 
I start to run.  Bundled up in my winter parka, not remotely dressed for running, I start to run.
 
And run.
 
And run.
 
Walk every hill… run every flat and down.
 
I am working up a sweat now in my parka.  30 feet from the timing tent and I see Bill and yell to him that I am going to need my water belt and my headphones.  That lap was not 23 minutes.  It was 16:30.  Bill nods his head and smiles, thumbs up.  The lap after that was 15:30.  It feel smooth and steady.  I adjust my body temperature by unzipping and re-zipping my jacket… taking off and donning my gloves and hat.  I have Gatorade now, so I can drink and keep moving.  Lap 3 post nap, I put on my headphones.  Once the music comes on, my laps start steadily dropping into the 14’s and 15’s. Somewhere around mile 208, I see another runner actually running the course.  I eye him warily.  He eyes me back. 
 
“Are you Amy?” he asks?
 
“Yeah – are you Brandon?”
 
“Yeah.”
 
“I’m fighting you…”
 
“I know it,” he says. 
 
We run together for a short period of time, then he pulls ahead at the stop where I take my walk break.  This has suddenly become incredibly exciting and fun.  We run and run for the next 3 ½ hours.
 
By 7:45 am, I do the math.  There is 1:15 left on the clock.  I am still 7 laps ahead of Brandon.  I could stop now and have the win.  I keep running.  There is time now for a pic or 2 on the course.
 
8:15 – 45 minutes left.  Brandon’s race is done.  I’m not quite sure which mile I’m on, but I decide if it’s 219, I’ll do one more to get the round number.  If it’s 220, I’m done.
 
It’s 220.  I pull into the timing tent and hand my timing chip to Mike Melton.
 
“There’s 45 minutes left on the clock!” he says.
 
“Yeah.  But I REALLY want a shower.”
 
I’m done.
 
Post Race notes:
 
So – things I didn’t mention elsewhere.  Food – was fabulous.  The aid was not to be believed – tasty and easy to digest meals every 3-4 hours, and snacks and beverages around the clock.  At one point there were volunteers with trays of sushi.  I remember with particular fondness the fried egg sandwiches, refried bean roll-ups, turkey and cheese roll-ups, pizza, pancakes, French toast, and pasta with meat sauce.
 
Bathrooms – there were MANY.  This is an excellent thing for runners such as myself who are known to need one RIGHTNOWRIGHTTHISVERYMINUTE.  I’ve been on other courses with only 1 potty during a one mile loop.  That is not enough.  This course had many, and they were the cleanest porto potties I’ve ever seen.  And they had lights.  And deodorizers.  Kudos to Aravaipa.
 
Swag.  Aravaipa has the coolest logos and swag available.  Bar none.
 
Dust.  Lots of it.  It gets in your shoes (quickly).  Gators are in order.  And they don’t eliminate the problem – they just help.  But pretty much one lap around the course and you are covered.  3 days on the course and you are pretty sure it is burned into your skin forever.
 
Beauty.  Lots of it.  This is perhaps the most beautiful course I’ve ever run on.
 
FUN!  Lots of it.  Jubilee – coolest RD ever.  Mike Melton and the dancing Timing Monkeys.  Most fun you will ever have every 4 hours of a 72 hour race.  Plus there are folks who dress in costume for 19th century pedestrianism. 
 
Curves – Lots of them.  Watch your tangents.
 
I’m thinking I’ll be back.  And next year I won’t give up that last 45 minutes…
 

Getting my buckle - this is what I wore for 18 miles

Scott ("Brandon") - who kicked me into gear the last 18
 

Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Candlelight 12 Hour 2017 - 12 Hours of Kicking Grass

Why do I do this” I asked myself on Saturday morning when I got up.  I had a 6 hour drive ahead of me, to Rochester NY to run a 12 hour night race – the Candlelight 12 Hour.  At 7 am the idea of starting a run at 7pm and running through the night held zero appeal and not a little bit of dread.  Every big race holds both for me – the “why do I do this” question is not a new one, but a night race is a special kind of bad because I have all day to contemplate what’s ahead of me.  I had some added pressure with this one, that I’d added myself – which was, I really wanted to do well.  Well, I wanted to win.  And with the training I’ve been doing, I thought that there was a possibility it could happen.

If anyone scrolls back in time in my blog, you’ll see that I did this race last year, in its inaugural year, but I did it as my last long training run before my first 100 miler.  So, I didn’t really race it, per se, but rather ran for 35 miles before stopping to volunteer and then get in some final walk miles.  This year I had every intention of racing it.  I’ve had a couple of really solid races this year already with Winter Beast of Burden 100 and Dawn to Dusk to Dawn 24 hour, but I thought that this might just be my “A” race of the year.

Many many many things have changed in my life since last year's race.  I've run 4 races over 100 miles.  I've gotten divorced, moved from upstate NY to the DC area, and started a new job.  I've begun a new relationship...  That last one actual had a direct impact on today's race, because unlike any race I've done before - I brought company.  My boyfriend Tony had originally planned to just accompany me to the race and crew, but upon hearing that walking was possible, he signed up to just test himself and see how many miles he could do.  

It was really great to have company on the drive up to the race because it allowed me to get my mind off my pre-race angst.  

Which lead to the initial question... "Why do I do this?".  

Despite an incredibly solid coupe of months of training, as the race approaches I just start feeling a greater and greater sense of dread.  I feel like I am stiff and slow and fat and like I don't know how to run.  Who am I kidding, calling myself  a runner?  And just what the HELL am I thinking, with regarding to doing it for TWELVE HOURS?

As we get within an hour of the race venue I get quieter and quieter.  Something needs to be done to find my inner runner.  Tony gives me permission to take over the stereo, so I hook up my phone and pull out my "Running Fast" playlist.  I blast it, lean my head back into the seat and close my eyes.  

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, sometimes I get a good feeling, yeah...
I get a feeling that I never never neer never had before, no no...
Woke up on the side of the bed like I won
Talk like a winner, my chest to that sun...

And just like that...  I'm starting to find my inner runner.  Good.  This is good.

It is even better when we arrive and start to see people I know.  I had told Tony what an amazing community this is.... the intense friendliness of the people, their passion, their stories and journeys.  I was so happy that the first of my ultra friends for him to meet were Bill and Wanda Schubmehl - some of my very favorite New York peeps with their spirituality, pragmatism and dedication - not to mention some beautiful writing styles.  They'd been here last year and figured into that experience as well.

We arrived in plenty of time to set up our tent and our gear...  I said hello to everyone I recognized - Dave Farrands and Dave Weiss, Mike Valone, Gary and Katherine, Lauren Idzik, Gil...  One of the folks I was missing intensely was my friend Patrick, who had been one of my early running mentors and a fellow runner during the inaugural run.  

Soon enough it was 7 pm and time to start.  I've had enough ultra starts that the low key nature of it didn't faze me.  Gil said his opening piece, the clock counted down, and it was time to go.

I started out easy - Bill Schultz' voice in my head with his words of wisdom about pacing.  It is hard to start out easy - especially when all of the faster runners bolt out and immediately start pulling ahead.  I need to do some self talk at this point to assure myself that the key to running strong later is to run slow and steady now.




I am thrilled to find that nothing hurts.  As I've racked up my 100 plus mile weeks over the past couple of months, my glutes and hamstrings have been horribly tight and prone to painful pulls.  It seemed, though, that the gentle rolling uneven grassy terrain was a balm to those muscles that had faced repetitive motion on my asphalt training because everything loosened up nicely.  Sooner than I expected, I found myself in the zone.  Which is... not only was I running, but I found my inner runner.  I knew I could do this thing.  The joy was starting to come, as it almost always does as I start knocking off miles.  My head perfectly in tune with my body - this clump of grass, that hill, slow down just enough to keep the same level of effort...  




And then...  as I turned up the asphalt section, a few miles in, I hear someone call my name and it's Pat McHenry and his wife Karen.  Pat was here!  And he was cheering for me and taking pictures and all of a sudden my whole world got even a little bit brighter - as it does when the ultrarunners you really care about show their support.  I'm pretty sure I sped up just a little bit then, and never stopped.  (Thanks Pat!)

Last year I had run the tough hill towards the end of the loop for probably about half my laps before starting to walk it.  I decided this year to just run it until I couldn't.  So here is this thing about me and hills... I know a lot of people have the strategy of not "burning their matches" out on the hill - but for me I think hills almost give me energy.  As long as I run the hill slow enough that my effort is pretty similar to the flat, I get a burst of energy as I crest it, and all of a sudden I'm faster.  So... that's what I did.  Turns out.. for the whole race.  I never did end up walking that hill - even when it turned into a veritible mud fest.

Ah - the mud.  So - there was the mud on that hill, and then right after the first grassy downhill stretch.  Both sections were so bad that you really had to be careful not to lose your shoes OR go down in the mud.

This year's race was significantly cooler than last year's, which started out at about 88 degrees.  It was humid, but not hot, and I found myself perfectly comfortable with regard to temperature the whole time.  The one technical problem I was having was with my Garmin - somehow water had gotten inside it, and it was all fogged up.  This was really pissing me off because I couldn't get a good sense of my lap pace.  I realized later on, though, that it was, perhaps, a blessing in disguise.  By not watching the Garmin, I allowed my body rather than my head to dictate my "run forever" pace.

Dusk turned into evening and it was time to don the headlamp.  As one other runner has already mentioned, it was bug city as soon as that light went on.  Never in my life have I had so many bugs in my eyes, my hair and my mouth!  Protein...  It did seem to get better as the night wore on. This was a new playlist which I had created with Tony on one of our first long drives together, so it had a lot of meaning to me.  There were quite a few Avette Brothers songs, Sophie B Hawkins, Rickie Lee Jones, Suzanne Vega, Kate Bush, Bic Runga - and lots of other mellow.  I moved in and out of the music,running, running, running.

I was thrilled at how smooth and even my running felt.  I focused on form and cadence, and just kept letting my body dictate my pace.  Early on when I passed the timing board I was discouraged to see that I was in 26th place.  As time wore on, the numbers ticked down...  19th place... 14th place... 11....  9.  There came a point about 7 hours in when I was in 7th place trying to move into 6th and I snagged Gil to ask him if he knew how many women were in front of me.  "Yes" he said.  "Well how many?" I asked.  "None." he replied.  None.  NONE!  I was the lead woman with 5 hours left to race. This was a brand new thing for me and I have to say it put some spring into my step.  Now just to maintain steady for another 5 hours.  Which, at this point, I had no doubt that I could do. 

It was special seeing Tony out there, going and going.  I'd run into him maybe once or twice an hour - either passing him or coming in opposite directions on the figure 8 loop.  He was walking strong and steady.  I also was happy whenever I passed folks I knew... Benn Griffin, Wanda and Bill, Vickey - who became familiar but whose name I didn't learn until the end... Amy Lord, Karen Markus, Tom Butler.

My goal for mileage was 60.  I found enough energy to sprint to the finish with 59.92 and was thrilled and grateful to be the female winner of the race and third overall. 
I also want to thank Gil for yet another beautiful and perfectly run race - he's one of the best!
 
Sprint finish



My first win



 
Tony celebrating his first ultra with post race food